it's HIM

Bisa nggak nulis disini kalau lagi nggak galau? Jawabannya nggak. Saya bikin blog ini waktu saya lagi down, lagi sakit cacar sendirian dibarak waktu tahun itu.. :) Setia sampai kapanpun ya blog..
Walaupun nggak banyak yang baca, tapi pernah juga ni blog di stalkingin orang gara-gara saya sempat deket dengan abangnya, lumayan populer deh ni blog jadinya.

Life must go on, right? And i think this is something i must share with..
I dont want make any fake story but, this is the real, we just fun with this untitled relationship we had.
we don't make any words, we don't make any promises but we have something to share with each other.
Can i call it love? Or can i call him boyfriend?

I don't want any relationship unless marriage i think, so does him. so that's why, we don't make any relationship ever. But the other side, i always feel, why do i feel this way, i feel this is just a fake.
Am i love him enough? The answer is i don't know, but we have this for 11 months. It's overtime for me.

But seriously, i've totally move on with this big guy.
I have fix everything wrong in my life. My social life, my religious ways, everything.
 The serious problems are, i don't want make any conclusion that i just loved him because the other side, even we know, girls are fall in love for some crazy reasons too,because it's too wrong if i fall because it. 

And i'm done make any good sense with him, i'm not a sweet girl, i'm an adventure. i love hiking, and everything do with nature. i can be a good girl like he want but i don't want make him any good sense that so not me. i'm done with it.

But, still, i still in love with him..